Is there anything more seductive that a warm cozy blanket, pillow and bed. Sleep, you are one sexy muthatrucker!
Oh yes, I knew tired once. But then I had the kiddo and he has introduced me to a whole new world of tired.
First there was "newborn tired". Where you are violently awoken randomly throughout each night for feedings/changing/burpings/i need to be heldings. I eventually accepted my fate that the bags under my eyes would never go away. Maybe I could start packing things in them like my keys or lipstick. Wouldn't that be handy.
Then there was "toddler tired". Yes he could start doing more things on his own now but this was also coupled with the fact THAT HE COULD DO MORE THINGS NOW ON HIS OWN!!!! Crap! Oh and drop a nap now?! Wtf? Mother of god I thought I was going to die.
Then came "autism tired" and life has truly never been the same.
It is a never ending nagging tired of worry, frustration, elation, disappointment, breakthroughs, breakdowns, boredom, laughter and tears. It is constant. It is fabulous. It is never ending.
It has made me wish some days to be placed into a medically induced coma just so I can catch up on some much missed Zzzzzzz's.